Are my rap lyrics good?

My life is flying/I'm trying to keep up with time/ and I wonder why we celabrate a new year/ when we fear the past/ I'm like everyone else I live life and try to outlast/ But life is hard when you feel like and outcast/ I got alot of questions/ but see no answers/ where is life taking me/ something keeps wakin me from dreams/ it seems theres no stopping it/ I flew over the cuckoos nest with rest of the world..the best of the world/ I need to grab onto something before I lose control/I need calm down...maybe pack another bowl/ and find whats in the deeper part of my soul/ only darkness like a black hole/ reality is no longer in grasp/ but was it ever?/ask yourself that/ because only you know whats inside you mind/ is it kind...divine...or pure evil/ you asking people for help/ but you in a diffrent universe no one understands you/ as the try and construe, you plotting your next move/ you remove yourself from all humanity/your losing all sanity/ doctors keep handin me pills/ but there aint no curing me/ I yell so loud but no ones hearin me/ and I know when I walk in the room I can't be approached.. cuz they fearing me/ And this is my world/ **** twirled up and spun around/